I'm sorry--I just had to🤗

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I wasn't going to write again until we were home but when there is joy to be shared in times like this, and you are someone like me who loves to write and share with those important to us, then I SAY WRITE AWAY! Although Charlotte couldn't keep her breakfast down while daddy was here with her this morning, after a nap and some nausea medication she put down TWO bowls of mac and cheese plus a small bowl of fruit. She has so much playful energy that we had a
45 minute dance party in her room, a long walk, and playroom time where she got to meet some super heroes (avengers) who came to visit this evening. This kid! Apparently the chemotherapy cocktail she has just finished today can make kids really sick towards the end and we keep waiting for the ball to drop but then I was thinking...maybe it won't?!? Why can't she defy those odds and be the exception? Perhaps she has an invisible super hero shield of her own around her this time and she will skate through. Perhaps she won't and that's ok too because this week she smiled and played and laughed with us and her nurses while being in the hospital and undergoing chemo. And tonight I got to sing and dance and be silly with my baby girl  after she finished her last bag of chemotherapy for this round. And Brian also got to play and snuggle with his little cuddle bug. If that's not winning something, then I don't know what is. So although we are not out of any woods whatsoever and won't be for some time....we HAVE to relish and celebrate and drink in these little victories and who else would Brian and I rather share this joy with then all of you. Our village. Round 3 is going better then we could have hoped for and going home for this weekend to be together as a family will be the best Mother's Day gift I could ever ask for.

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  1. Meghan AndersonMay 5, 2016 at 9:44 PM

    I'm so happy to hear that she is doing so well with all of this. She's an amazing trooper and so are you and Brian! Much love and prayers as always

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  2. Kevin SweeneyMay 5, 2016 at 10:30 PM

    Way to knock it out of the park for round 3 Charlotte!! Happy times to be cherished, thank you for sharing. Love your pictures from earlier today. She looks amazing!! Have a great weekend Reynolds family and happy Mother's day to one exceptionally fantastic mom:)

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  3. UnknownMay 6, 2016 at 12:52 AM

    Jen, Happy Mother's Day! I'm sure that has an extra meaning this year. U hope you have a wonderful weekend at home with your family. I think of you guys all the time and am praying that your miracles continue to happen.

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  4. UnknownMay 6, 2016 at 7:55 AM

    This makes my heart smile!!! Charlotte is a super hero!!! Happy Mother's Day Jennifer. You are a super hero too!

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  5. EvansMay 6, 2016 at 4:46 PM

    Every baby step is a huge milestone for you guys!! This is wonderful news and I believe the wonderful news will keep coming...she's a trooper and all this will do for her future is make her view life as if she can do anything!! The true definition of a superheo!!! Love it xoxo ☺️☺️💖

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  6. UnknownMay 6, 2016 at 4:49 PM

    Fantastic. Enjoy
    She, you and brian deserve this happy time
    Praise God
    She is a delight and an incredible child
    Love her
    LY
    Pops

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  7. UnknownMay 7, 2016 at 11:39 AM

    Great news. You are an incredible little trooper Charlotte. Have a fun weekend with Taylor and Parker. Happy Mothers Day Jennifer. Have a blessed day with your precious three
    Am sure Brian will see to that. In our daily thoughts and prayers. God bless you all. John and Terri

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