Somewhere over the Rainbow

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After a second day in a row of scans today at Duke Childrens, Brian and I were feeling restless and took a long walk during Charlotte's long MIBG scan (which can take up to 3 hrs). Towards the end, we made our way back to where Charlotte would be recovering so we could be there when she woke up. We had begun to see musicians setting up to play across Duke Hospital. Brian needed to charge his cell phone so I said "Honey let's sit here a moment and you can plug in." God must have felt what was in our hearts and knew we needed a rainbow because next thing we know a violinist picks up her instrument and starts playing "Somewhere over the Rainbow" directly in front of us. Gave us the chills of the warmest kind helping to chase away worrisome anxious feelings and replacing them with a sense of calm and peace. We wanted to share this rainbow in the form of a song that we heard today with all of you praying for our baby girl😊❤️🌈. The wait is hard, but tomorrow will come and with it, news we will receive and face with the strongest of faith. Thank you God for this gift and for all your gifts.

(Video clip below....incredible right?!)

Scan ready

Minnie comes too

Showing daddy her "Pout-Pout Fish" she made at preschool. One of her favorite stories 

Duke asked Charlotte to draw a picture to decorate one of the Duke Basketball game tickets! If chosen, she will come out on court during half time! She said she's drawing fireworks 

Home. Sleeping off sedation  



https://youtu.be/_eBwZ9V5QAA
Somewhere over the rainbow during our wait today


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