Scan week

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 It’s scan week. If I could bottle the confidence this one often has and drink it during this week….

First scans off clinical trial and all treatment.  This picture was snapped while we took the vacation we had planned to take right before Charlotte relapsed. We swept the kids and Brian’s mom away to Atlantis in the Bahamas over a long Mother’s Day weekend and had a complete blast. We had to navigate through international covid precautions and not everything was up and running necessarily as they were keeping numbers low at the resort, but we just felt like we needed to GO and celebrate like we always wanted to do. And when I look at the bubble of hope and energy that runs around before me, the full of confidence sweet heart of a child in this picture, it’s impossible to believe she can be anything but well and fine. But we need prayers that her scans continue to be clear of any evidence of neuroblastoma. We are not naive, but our hope transcends our fears. And we feel each of you with her. Thanks for lifting her up so that she can keep going and keep moving forward, leaving this disease in her dust. And…big and exciting announcement coming up too, village. But first, prayers❤️🌈



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