Best Valentine’s Gift Ever

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 We have clear scans!! There is still no evidence of disease!! Thank You God, thank you Duke, and CHOP, and MSK, and modern medicine, and our amazing village of family and friends and prayer warriors. It is impossible to explain the relief we feel. I know I tend to clench and hold so much in because as I type this I have a splitting headache. I’m ready for the release and the breaths and all the sweet days yet to come for and with our girl, our family.

Monitoring requirements have us scanning again in 4 months, which puts us into June! Today, so many people who helped care for Charlotte were at Duke today and she was in such good spirits they got to visit with her and enjoy her. She was chicken noodle soup to their souls. They have such a tough job caring for these children. Tough, but amazing. And seeing Charlotte is truly such a joy to each of them and speaks to the important work they are doing. After we finished up in clinic today, after her 3rd day at the hospital, Charlotte asked for 2 things: a cup of hot cocoa and to go to her gymnastics class. So we got her some cocoa and hurried on home to get her to gymnastics so she could do one of the things she now loves so much. And as I write this, she is tumbling away with a beaming smile, so proud, so happy, so well. Thank you God for this day. For this special gift. Sending you all love today on this special Valentine’s Day❤️🌈💕

This one did one of her scans, her MRI, without sedation for her very first time! 



Brave and confident 

Our 5th floor fishes are still swimming too






Clear scans and hot chocolate 

Rainbow!

Standing under her confetti parade picture 





This was 2 years ago exactly during radiation! Happy Valentines Day baby girl. You are exactly where we hoped and prayed you’d be 

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