CLEAR CLEAR CLEAR!!!

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Charlotte’s scans 9 months post treatment are CLEAR! No evidence of cancer! She will get her longest break yet—an entire summer off! It’s been 3 years, since 2015, she hasn’t been in treatment during the summer and so we will take our first real vacation all together since before diagnosis leaving for a week away at the beach this weekend. I really almost have no words at this time. No words to really capture the joy and relief and wonder Brian and I feel. This little girl co tinues to amaze and lead us. I wish every single one of you could have been there to see her in action at her appointments this week. She defys all logic. Her spirit and so so strong and full of joy and life and love. She is evidence of God’s love and grace, in the flesh right in front of us every single day. She helps me be brave. She helps me love deeper. She helps this entire life of ours, no matter how short or long, be full of abundance. She is a wonder this little one. Celebrate with us...your prayers and love and support have helped get her to this day. We are so grateful to you all and to the medical teams and medicine and to to our powerful God who we continue to feel next to us every single step of the way as we continue this journey towards complete healing for Charlotte. She’ll keep going, keep moving. And just before we tucked the children in for the night...a rainbow arched above a neighbors house across our street. As Brian and I were corralling our crew from showers into PJs, we would have missed it. But that’s the thing. You all are right there. You can help chase these rainbows with us. And so a neighbor messaged us the rainbow she could see from her porch. And I felt His peace and love wash over me. He can’t always take away the hurt and pain. But he will guide us through it with the promise of more then we could ever hope for on the other side.❤️🌈

Now, bring on summer!! #Charlottestrong
Not tonight’s rainbow (it won’t let me load that one right now) but a huge double rainbow Brian and I recently saw just before scans while out in Raleigh with friends😊

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